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Name: Manda
Birthday: 2/9/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: volleyball, bonfires, friends, movies, walks, the beach, road trips, Manhattan, Chronicles of Narnia, star-gazing, swimming in the crik, Eder's ice cream, lilacs, jumping in mud puddles, adventures with the Serra siblings, sunshine, and oh-so-much more!
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Member Since:
7/26/2005
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| i am in love with a boy.
he gave me a chance years ago
and i pushed him away.
now i am in love with him
and he doesn't know i exist.
and the thing that scares me is that i'm not sure any other guy will measure up to him. | | |
| I always thought people were crazy if they stayed in a profession they didn't enjoy.
But for the past three months I've been miserable because of my job.
And now I understand.
When you're an adult, you have to be responsible and do things you don't like.
It's not even the job that makes it hard, really...
It's the area and the people, and the eight hour drive to see anybody I love.
People here are so negative and apathetic and disrespectful.
I've heard all about Southern hospitality but I have yet to see it in action down here.
And I'm so over being depressed that I have no friends.
I'm ready to find them, I'm just not sure where to start.
There's obviously nobody near my age in this god-forsaken town.
So the next nearest place is a good forty-five minute drive.
Raleigh. I don't even know where to start....
I've been spoiled.
I've never had to try this hard to meet people.
Just so I would have something to do
on a Monday night, a Wednesday night, a weekend.....
Because I'm tired of being best friends with my television.
These stupid Southerners with their sweet tea and their Piggly Wiggly and their fried chicken.
I miss Pennsylvania.
More than I ever thought I would.
I always hated when people from other states would brag about how great it was.
'Go back if it's that wonderful'.
Now I know.....
you can't always go back just because you wish it.
Every single night before bed.
Of course, if I hadn't screwed things up last year I'd at least have one friend in Carolina.
But one drunk dial can ruin everything.
So I'm back to having nobody.
Karma is a bitch. | | |
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i just read a comment from a girl stating "i have a boyfriend now.. so i'm finally happy"
and it's totally beyond my comprehension right now.
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so there's this boy named Wilmer......
oh wait! we're just friends!!
then why do all his xanga friends frantically check my page everytime i comment on his posts?!?!
ahahaha good ole xanga.
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| wishing.....
you were here
with your arms around me.
wishing.....
i had spoken sooner
and told you what i felt.
wishing.....
you would call me
and tell me your feelings never changed.
wishing.....
things were different
and you would call me just because...
but i know that wishes are no more than fleeting dreams. and dreams don't come true.
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